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Monday Sep 1 03:30pm
"Like it’ll last forever but now forever ain’t as long, if it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t be stuck singing this song."

"Like it’ll last forever but now forever ain’t as long, if it wasn’t for you I wouldn’t be stuck singing this song."

Thursday Aug 28 04:51pm
How I spend my finally day off before school starts.  (at Spot Coffee Williamsville)

How I spend my finally day off before school starts. (at Spot Coffee Williamsville)

Wednesday Aug 27 03:12pm
Rain.

It makes me calm.
It makes me almost forget what problems I was thinking about 5 minutes earlier.
As much as I think my life is shitty, I look at the rain and realize it’s not that bad.
God created this wonderful, natural thing that makes people stop and look at the sky.
God’s cries.
He’s crying for me. All the tears I’ve wanted to cry for the past few weeks, God is doing it for me.
My hopes and worries have vanished with the rainbow and sunshine that will blossom tomorrow morning.
Thank you, God for the rain.

Wednesday Aug 27 01:40am

I just wanna leave but I’d have no place to go.
My only place is on my friend’s boyfriend’s floor.
I don’t get it.
I’ve been hurt so many fucking times this summer by numerous people.
Why am I still in this town?
This was supposed to be the best summer.
Turned out I had the shittiest one to date.
Thank you everybody.

Thursday Aug 21 03:30am
Tuesday Aug 19 10:31pm
Tuesday Aug 19 10:28pm
sleepthroughthealarm:

 

sleepthroughthealarm:

 

Tuesday Aug 19 10:28pm
Tuesday Aug 19 10:27pm

Anonymous said: u take a lot of selfies. do u think ur pretty or smoething? ur not

mattwetsel:

bottomupcas:

hi there, anon. i didn’t realize i took a lot of selfies. thanks for the info. so, your question was whether i think i’m pretty. you already answered that no, i am not. 

and i have to agree, anon. i don’t think i’m pretty bc i’m not.

i’m fat.

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i always have a double chin.

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i constantly look like i haven’t slept in a week bc of my dark circles

and, i always look sunburnt. idfk why

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i have this white line across my nose that makeup can’t cover up 

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i have tons of wrinkles on my forehead. like what the hell? i’m 25

also, it’s the size of fucking texas

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i still don’t know how to smile in pictures bc i hate my fucking teeth

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my feet are flat. my hips are huge. my boobs are weird. i am covered in stretch marks. my voice is grating. my ears stick out two miles from my head. i am always fucking sweating and i’ve been asked if i was pregnant more times than i can count. 

so, you’re right. i’m not pretty. i can’t stand the way i look.

which is why it’s so fucking important that i post “a lot” of selfies. bc, anon, you’d better fucking believe that if i look in the mirror that day and don’t cringe, i’m gonna take a fucking picture to save that tiny little second. and GOD FORBID i show the world that i posses a little self love every once in a fucking while. 

TO ANYONE READING THIS: DON’T EVER LET SOMEONE MAKE YOU FEEL ASHAMED FOR LIKING THE WAY YOU LOOK—EVEN IF IT’S JUST FOR A SECOND. IF YOU LOOK NICE, YOU TAKE THAT FUCKING SELFIE AND YOU SHOW IT TO THE GOD DAMN WORLD BC THEY DESERVE TO SEE THE GOD/GODDESS YOU ARE!

that beard finally coming in? go ahead, bro. take a selfie.

you finally got that piercing you’ve been wanting? not really my style, but you’re fucking rocking it. take a selfie.

your boobs look awesome in that shirt? take a selfie.

you finally lose or gain that weight you’ve been working on? take a selfie.

your eyeliner look awesome? your new sunglasses make you look like  a celebrity avoiding the paparazzi? you killing that tux? you feel a tiny, rare level of self love? you always on a high level of self love? you just like your face? 

TAKE A MOTHAFUCKING SELFIE!

thanks for the question, anon. this one’s for you.

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feeling good about your appearance is not vanity!

Tuesday Aug 19 10:26pm
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